It's not that I'm afraid to live on my own, but I just have had a problem with "growing up" for as long as I can remember.
I never got a gf because I was too autistic to have one
I never called my mother "mom", always "mommy"
I never got a job because it might make me look more like an adult.
It's not that I don't want to be, but it's like I just can't do it. I can't put my finger on what this actually is, but I think I'm just a sperg thinking they'll be surprised at it and mock me.