I've been more and more interested in Marxist ideas trough last 2-3 years, I've been reading Kapital, Manifesto, National question , watching Zizek … The ideas of worker uniting and overthrowing the current system is growing more and more into me. So far, only my inner circle of friends know this and so far most of them have shared similar ideas. The problem is that I come from an upper mid class family and I am worried that as my life and political opinions progress, I would be taken less seriously. I have seen so far the fate of many local Marxist movements (that disgust me as well) that have fallen victim to this new movement of communism. They have absolutely no contact with lower classes and worker classes and they attract only people similar to me, mid class collage students.
I do not want to be associated with them, or any similar movement, they are what is destroying the left today. What should I do ? How can I distinguish myself from these people ? Should I just keep quiet until I reach a certain age where I have to be taken seriously ?
Bonus: Why are neo-communist movements destroying the left ? They all seem to have no regard for true communist values and are only waiting for magical revolutionary events where they could seize power